U.A.S : University Application Stress ; finally getting somewhere ! :D Good morning fellow bloggers. I haven't blogged for a couple of days because a few issues came up with my life. I'm currently diagnosed with U.A.S which the meaning is on the title of this blog. But yesterday, I was so fucking happy but it was so hard to hide but I got a seat to do the SAT exam at one of the universities in Sydney. My testng is on October 10 & I ordered the SAT preperation book so I'll have to study study study. The exam is 6 hours though which a bit terrifying :| I'm also currently writing my Ateneo (one of the universities in the Philippines) essay. When I saw the personal essay question , I said to myself : "OH YES ! I can write so much stuff on this :) " The question was : Are there any significant experiences you have had , or accomplishments you have realized , that have helped to define you as a person? Pure brilliance bro LOL.

But you may ask me why I'm so happy? Its because on Wednesday night , my parents got really angry at me (as always right?) because they found out that I most probably won't make the registration for the SAT. But now I'm so happy because I actually registered on time :D :D I'm still angry at my father though & a bit at my mom despite her being nice to me. Is this feeling right? But anyway I need to get recommendation letters from my Year coordinater , Principal and the Counsellor.

I shall stop talking about university now & focus on other stuff that's going on in my life. Its Friday today WOOOOHOOOOO ! :D My parents may have a late night so chill chill chill =) Yesterday , we started presented our speeches for Religion and I'm like in the middle - end. I can't remember who's before me though ==' Oh damn , I got double HSIE this morning (N) Also yesterday , I was being a little rebel in the afternoon at school * innocence *

anyways I'm gonna finish this hot chocolate & get ready for school :)

till next blog
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  guys with cute innocent smiles & gorgeous eyes. Today was pleasant & simple. It went at an average pace so no complaints really. I feel so much better than last night seriously. Yeah , the usual shit with the family but I'm used to it. Maths wasn't as bad because my Maths teacher is sick WOOHOO ! (okay, now I feel mean D: ) but hopefully Maths can be like this all term :) We are currently doing Consumer stuff so its not that bad :) I also got two of my exam results back , I got Commerce back yesterday which I forgot to mention in yesterday 's blog , I did okay 14/20. I got Elective History today & I'm quite content 42/50.

I remember the title of the movie we're watching in Commerce , it called "Provoked" We continued it today & things are getting interesting :) Finally , not one of those old boring movies! :D Today, my class & I were meant to start presenting our Religion speeches but Sir was being his too nice self & gave us a bit more time :D WOOHOOOO ! Its good to know that some teachers can be so kind. So many things have made my day today :) I love how some of my friends & I go to our secret hiding spot every morning :) I love it , even though its now 100 percent secret but still secret to us :)

The kind of guys that attract me are those guys with cute innocent smiles & have gorgeous sophisticated eyes. You know those guys that look so deep & mysterious that makes you want to get to know them more? And when they smile , its so cheerful & sincere it makes your heart melt? Carol & I was talking about this in Commerce LOL.
I could give you some examples like : Wu Chun, Alex Turner , Lee Min Ho.Their smiles make my heart skip a beat LOL + they have eyes that make you want to look deep into their eyes all day. Although the guy for me hasn't come, I'm not waiting or rushing. Time will make its way & I'm more focused on my dreams & aspirations and the people that love & believe in me.

well I'm going to log on MSN & probably play some Facebook games :)

till next blog
xo



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  no longer a daddy 's girl. I'm no longer that girl that would get spoilt by her father.
I'm no longer her father 's precious jewel.
I now accepted that its time to step up to the plate & be strong.
I no longer have a protector or bodyguard.
I have no one anymore that I can trust in my family.
It feels like I've lost what people should value most on this Earth.
But you have to stay strong & keep on going.
Don't let the people that knock you down crush you.
But for now I must say:
I'm no longer Daddy's girl ; I'm no one's girl.  ¶ 6:41 PM 0 Comments

  school 's here & it will hit you like a hurricane. It hasn't hit me yet , but its has only been two days of school so I can't really judge. The lessons don't seem to stressful YET. The first day was cool , Maths was good because my teacher was away & we had that so called Egyptian dude and its funny how he tells us to shut up every 3 minutes and no one ever listens to him :L The only bad about yesterday was double Science arghh. Its always so boring seriously -.-

Today was okay too. Maths was the same deal , my teacher wasn't here & I had that Egyptian teacher again :L For PDHPE, we started on our dance. We have to go into groups of 4 - 6 and make our own dance. For Elective History & Commerce which are my electives , we watched movies. "Gladiator" in History & for Commerce I forgot the title , Pro something ? :| I'll update this.They are both very interesting :)

OMFG ! Newsflash: I was going to tell my mother to print something for me at the office but she said she just left and is now at station D: SCREWWWWWWWW D:
Tomorrow is my Religion speech deadline and all I have to do is practice. It shouldn't be that bad I guess. Just gotta be confident :)

wells I'm gonna go now & I still have to do English homework.

till next blog session :)
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  @ the library being a good commited HS student , well almost. I'm writing this blog at the library at the moment and for some lame reason there is no way to personalise your text and the colour on the top of the blog. I don't feel like using the computer at home to write this blog because I feel now is the perfect time to write a blog yes? Well, I'm 90 percent done with my Maths booklet and I seemed to work through it but I can't assure you of top notch answers. I give credit to my iPod which has made me work hard. I haven't eaten breakfast yet but I still work productively ; amazing stuff huh?

This morning , I woke up in a fucked up matter. My mother wakes me up at 10am but I still wanted to stay in bed but she wanted me to dress up & come with her to do shopping. Um, I just woke up and she doesn't even allow me to have breakfast and forces me to get ready so I can carry the stuff she buys HAHA. She also said that she needed to tell me something but of course , she talked about my uni stuff & how I should stay at this college for the mean time and try out for an actually university after the first year so I don't have to go back to the Philippines to rush for the entrance exam. Does she know how fucking hard it is to adjust to schools? I'm sick and tired of doing through this process as I move from one country to another. She promised that everything would calm down when I get to the Philippines , but as usual she breaks her promises haha. My relationship with my father is officially screwed. I'm no daddy 's girl anymore. This is probably why I've grown up to be an independent and strong lady (well what people call me) because of all the shit and challenges I've been through. After my one hour session , I'm going to finish off Maths (both the booklet and the few excercises left) and will buy myself a Hungry Jacks stunner deal. I'm so broke , I even had to rumage through the house to find 7 dollars. I really need a job , but sometimes I feel I can't be bothered. I wish money grew on trees D: I also visited my family friend as she just gave birth to baby , but I'm not sure if its a boy or girl. Congratulations to her & her family :) She 's the family friend I borrow Asian dramas/movies from :) She's very nice & always there =) I also watched her son played this video game where you had to elimate these human eating zombies. It wasn't a very calming sight. After that, I headed off to the library which is my 2nd home and here I am write now writing this blog TA-DAH ! :)

Friday was the last day of holidays in my opinion because you have weekends every week anyway so I classify Friday as my last day of holidays. It was alright , I finished off Princess Hours , but I searched up the ending on the internet because the drama was taking so long I swear , the beginning & ending was good but the middle was just too long for me to watch so I basially skipped more than half of it.
I went shopping for a few hours , I just felt the need to shop & ended up finding a really good body bag :)I also saw Jess L for the first time , as she was doing her work experience at City Beach :) It was a pleasure finally seeing since I've met her through my bebo friends list.

Oh no , its school on Monday D: But yet again its a good as well because I get to see all my friends :) But the bad thing about it , is the preperation for School Certificate starts. Let the games begin WOOHOO ! * sarcasm*

well I'm going to head off & play Typing Maniac on Facebook as I do really good at typing maniac at the library computers. I've got 42 minutes left on this computer lol.

till next blog
xo  ¶ 2:01 PM 0 Comments

  Hot Shot, Princess Hours , and oh Maths excerises
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  quality time with little sister today ; Warning : Contains Spoilers. I got to go with the cinemas today with my little sister to see Harry Potter & The Half Blood Prince. My rating? 3 and a half - 4/ 5 . I couldn't make my mind between 3 and half and four okay? LOL . The beginning of the movie was a bit dull and plain but it got better throughout the movie. There were bits that made me laugh , even though I already knew Dumbeldore was going to die , I was still sad at the end D: OMG SORRY I SPOILED IT D: The lines were very long when we got there. Lucikly, the line my sister & I got into wasy fast , and we decided to buy some chips at Woolworths & made it in time :) After the movies, I accompanied my sister to some video game stores as she wanted to look for this new Pokemon DS Game.

Its funny though because on the way home , we started fighting. It was because I had to run some errands for my mother & my sister wanted to go home already == . In the end , I had to go home & yeah. We got over it after an hour or two. If I had to describe my relationship with my sister , it would be like waves , you know like sea tides? You have your calm days & you have your strong & fierce days.

Its sad though because I didn't get to continue "Hot Shot" today , but overall its alright . I wish Wu Chun was the main character though D: Why does the main guy in the drama have such a a terrifying smile : I also rewatched and skimmed through my favourite bits in Boys Over Flowers. I love that drama , F4 is simply gorgeous in their own way ;P

anyways I'm going to head off & continue watching :)

till next blog
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  i get higher scores when I play typing maniac @ the library. Its true , I really do better at Typing Maniac when I'm using the library computers. That can only mean two things : that I'm easily distracted at home or I have a crap keyboard. Unfortunately, I didn't move up a ranking D: On a brighter note , I finished my Religion Speech at the library today :D I used the research computers , which meant that I was more relaxed & less stressed , because if I used the normal computers , you only get one hour per session. I feel relieved now knowing that I finished my Religion assignment. After doing my Religion speech, I borrowed two books. I also bought a chocolate milkshake at Gumballs which I now I wish I didn't buy because it cost $3.80. I should have just bought a Crunch bar at the vending machine for $ 2.40. BUT OH CRAP , I have to do all the Maths homeworks that I need to catch up on D: NOOOOOOO. I could do that next weekend or maybe during the week if I'm bothered.

Tomorrow , I'm going to watch the Asian drama "Hot Shot" which Wu Chun my boyfriend (well I wish anyway) is in :D Oh , pure happiness =) I might see the new Harry Potter movie with my sister on Tuesday , Carol can't come because she has plans that day D: I seriously don't want to go back to school , ughhh. I need more time to chill & relax ! I noticed that my fringe is getting heaps long but I'm probably going to only get my fringe trimmed because I want my hair to grow longer and when it gets to the length that I'm satisfied with , I'm going to re style it :)

but I'm going to do some Facebook quizzes & might attempt to get a higher ranking on Typing Maniac

till next blog
xo  ¶ 7:45 PM 0 Comments

  my 100th blog :)   ¶ 10:49 AM 0 Comments

  first week of holidays gone D:   ¶ 3:39 PM 0 Comments

  I wish holidays would last a month this time. I wish holidays would last a month this time. Sorry blogger for not writing often ! I have a great excuse I promise ! LOL. I'm having such a blast at the moment ! My holidays have been simply amazing. Nothing special , but I'm sure chilled out & forgetting my worries. I've been occupied with Asian love dramas which I have borrowed from my fellow tita ( thanks Tita ! ) I borrowed three so far , Hana Kimi ( Taiwanese Version ) , Romantic Princess , & I Am Sam. I finished Hana Kimi yesterday and up to my 18th episode out of 40 on Romantic Princess. The main character guy is the same person in Hana Kimi & Romantic Princess. Oh, he 's absolutely gorgeous .xx AHAHAHAH. I should seriously stop acting so immature LOL. To be honest , I choose the dramas I want to watch but looking at the cover & seeing if the lads are hot. Alright, that was a confession okay? ==. I went to Rouse Hill with friends last Saturday and it was great :) Seeing Jude again was a very happy feeling , being reunited JEMC :) By damn, I have just realised how fast holidays are going :o I'll probably be continuing Romantic Princess ;P That means yes I will be away on MSN for the whole day , guys you know the drill ;P

This year is going incredibly fast. Its going like the speed of light (not literally but figure of speech yes?) I'm going to miss this kiddos when I go D: These people who make my beautiful will always be remembered & treasured. But hey I'm going to visit soon don't worry :) I believe that God has something prepared for us and has a vision for us all. Its up to us to make our way to that vision. I thank the Lord for giving me such amazing friends and people. My life was a bit screwed in Year 8 , but Year 9 was a turning point for me. I'm absolutely most grateful to God for giving me a positive perspective towards life. So guys let's make this year a banging & sensational year , for the years to come <3

I have realized that I had a writing mood swing and went from being overexcited to a thankful and serious mood lol. I tend to do that yes.

anyways I'm going to go on Facebook & play Typing Speed , I am currently 8th & I was 5th before D: People can be so skillful and I have to get my reputation back and hopefully get number 1 in my ranking :D

till next blog
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  holidays are just getting started. holidays are just getting started. I admit my laziness , I was meant to write in my blog but I wasn't bothered , how silly of me ARGH. Anyways I'm writing now so I feel satisfied :) I've done some fun things already in these last few days. I went to Rouse Hill with friends yesterday and it was my first time going so for the first time , I got to see Rouse Hill. It was bigger than I expected it to be. Way better than our shopping centre in my area I should say. This was Elyssa 's birthday outing as her birthday is on the 14th :D We chilled , shopped , took photos , and the usual really. I had a Cookies & Cream chiller at Gloria Jeans yum :) I actually felt rich that day because my mother gave me extra cashh $$$ :) Elyssa shouted us lunch & bought us two family buckets from KFC , and that sure stuffed us at all. I'm still full until now to be honest HAHA. Overall , it was a fun day and full of smiles & laughter. On Friday night , my parents were home late so cheers to that aye :) I watched Princess Diaries as it was on television LOL. I also watched Part two on Saturday night as it was on TV as well lol. I also had a very long phone session with Elyssa on Friday night & we talked about some hilarious stuff :)

I have to do my Religion speech durign the holidays as it is due on the first week back ARGH. Then the preperations for the School Certificate begin NOOOO. I also have to confirm my sub selections for Year 11 as well , even though I'm not 100 percent sure if I'm going uni next year but its good to be sure.

I'm gonna go & chill , might go shopping later for some clothes.

anyways till next blog
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  r.i.p father kevin <3 r.i.p father kevin <3 I was in the sick bay in period one today then I heard the principal making this long annoucement but I couldn't hear it properly since I wasn't in the best area to hear the annoucement. I heard about Father Kevin's death in the afternoon when I saw several people 's statuses on facebook. I was so shocked. He was an amazing man. He was there to listen to my problems when I felt fucked up. He always had a smile on his face & it was great seeing him taking his morning walks when I used to live near the church. He hugged me several times & it felt like he was my grandfather in a way you know. I never really got to experience the feeling of a grandaughter & grandfather bond , so I owe Father Kevin that :) When I found that , I had tears come out of my eyes & I'm not joking. I'm sure that 's he's in a happier place with God. He absolutely loved children and making people smile. On school mornings when I used to walk to school , he would say hi to my little sister & I with a warm smile on his face. I'm going to miss him so much. Thank you Father Kevin for everything you've done for me & we'll miss you all dearly.

I really can't write about anything else really at the moment so I'm off for tonight. Last day of school tomorrow by the way :)

till next blog
xo  ¶ 7:38 PM 0 Comments

  oh can this week go quickly please!

oh can this week go quickly please! This week is the last week of school:D JOY TO THE WORLD (: I want this week to go really quick so we can start the holidays already :) I don't have much really , I'm not a plan type of person I guess. But I want to relax and chill before Term 3 starts : Let the games begin? This year is going so quick , & soon I'll be heading to the Philippines for good & leaving good old Australia D: But yet again at times I get bored of Australia and I need to experience something different. I'm like this because of the way I grew up , livign in different countries which is an amazing experience but really it can have its pros & cons. I'm not going to think about it for now but I'll have to face it sooner or later.

My weekend was alright. Nothing that special happened. I changed the style of my bedroom because I felt it needed a change to it. I went to the library & borrowed some books to read :)When I was walking to the library, this lady was on the phone talking to her mate about her sex life. Fuck, we don't need to hear if you swallowed or not gosh. Sorry, I just found it annoying at the time because her voice was loud and I could hear from a mile away. Argh so annoying. I had a lazy weekend really, I didn't bother going out much.

This morning was a bit fucked up. I wasn't going to go to school actually because I felt sick. My mother didn't take it though & forced me to go to school . ARGHHH. I woke up late that morning too causing me to rush to catch the last bus to school. I ate potato chips for breakfast today EUGH : I also went to buy a book from a bookstore today & when I was walking home , this couple was fighting and oh it was saddening. The guy said that he needed space & needed time out & the girl was asking for a reason and the lad couldn't give a reason. WANKER. He probably has another three girls waiting for him at home psh. I got home tired and wishing for the week to end already.

but anyways I'm going to rest and might sleep early tonight

till next blog

xo

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  reports & end of project E today. reports & end of project E today. Today on the 3rd of July 2009 , Maribelle Grace Omar got her reports today & completed the Project E program :) I feel achieved and content and a bit ugh but it really doesn't affect me :) How did I go in my reports should you ask? Well, I got mostly B 's & a few C's. I also got one D for Science. UGH SCIENCE ! But I am just thankful I passed Mathematics :D THANK THE LORD :) I also did alright in English , got a C because my teacher is very strict D: but I got a good ranking :D I'm in the top 50 in the grade , I think I'm 39th or something like that out of 120 something students. Wowzers. I don't mean to be boastful but wow it just amazes me that 's all. Science was a bit of a bummer though just because I failed that stupid Whaling report D: Tonight , my dad actually arrived & went to school to present our Project E displays. I was in the Teaching group, since I want to become a Secondary English Teacher :) In the afternooon, we also had to present our displays to the Year 9's. I got heaps of chocolates and candies from other groups which was fantastic. I wanted one of those graduation hats that the university group had D:

Yesterday, my mother & I had an arguement AGAIN. Yes, it was about what happened with my little sister on Wednesday. I think that my mother and I have a fucked up relationship but we're all good again. We sure do have an up and down relationship. The neighbours complained to my mother about the noise and I think I should apologise but then I feel ashamed. I'm tired of arguing with my mother. Too much stress & tears seriously.

Anyways , we also got our re enrollment forms for Year 11. I think I should just fill it out just in case that I don't make the deadline for university in the Philippines. Its always good to be secure and have a back up plan. So, I'm gonna participate in the Subject Selections. I'm going to choose Advanced English & English Extension,General Maths (I don't want to drop out Maths completely)Society & Culture , and Modern History (maybe) That 's what's on my mind at the moment. My mother will just have to talk to the principal about my situation. But normal classes next week , ugh.
I wish that we can have a carefree week this week. We just had half yearly exams & Project E. Year 10 seriously deserves a well deserved break.

well I'm off to rest & I'm glad its the weekend :)

till next blog
xo  ¶ 8:43 PM 0 Comments

  ah transformers + never run in boots. ah transformers + never run in boots. I am feeling a combination of mixed emotions at the moment. Angry, frustrated , relieved , worried , fucked , happy , and grateful. Your probably wondering how I can feel all these emotions at once ? Well , that 's how much of a busy day I had today. I had no school today because of work experience. Anyway after everyone got back from work placement, Michelle , Chontelle , Elyssa wanted to see Transformers 2 , when I came Charlene was also there which was nice to know :) I had no cash though so I just told them I would be heading home then the others wanted me to stay so they paid for my ticket. I felt so embarrased and I said that I didn't mind going home but they convinced me to watch it so I did :) Thank you Michelle , Chontelle , Charlene , & Elyssa :D Anyways, I didn't end up finishing the movie because I had to leave early to pick my sister. That 's where the trouble began. I left the cinema around 3 : 25 to pick my sister from the station . When I got there , she wasn't there and I was panicking my fucking arse off argh. My mother called me checking if I had my sister with me , so I told her and she was furious. She said that I shouldn't go home until I find her. I looked everywhere , the shopping centre , station , I even went back home. She wasn't there. I looked for almost an hour and I call my mother and that's when she tells me that my sister went to my family friend's house. WELL THAT "S LOVELY TO KNOW IN THIS SITUATION RIGHT? I felt relieved and furious at the same time. Later on , I will be in the shit with my mother & I know it. She'll probably take away my phone along with a beautiful and a lecture full of hatred. Oh fuck.

On the other hand , Transformers 2 was good :D I really liked it. I had my laughs & there were some pretty dirty jokes there. LOL , the guys seem to love Megan Gale & now I just laugh thinking " Whatsup with guy's minds these days? " HAHA. I'm tired and my feet are aching. Not as bad though I guess.

well I'm gonna head off , mother will be coming soon

till next blog
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