life is beautiful ♥
Thursday, September 24, 2009
tbtown ; the name explains itself.
Today was a very well interesting day. Year 9 & 10 had a mass this morning so I missed out on period 1 :) Maths was okay , went through some non calculator shit , but I was too busy writing ” Life is beautiful … <3 ” on my arm in lovely script writing. Double Commerce wasn’t that bad at all , my original teacher was away which was ze best ! The teacher we had today used to be a model =O Although she’s very strict and stern , but oh gosh I would love to be her niece because I want those Gucci bags babyy ! We discussed how people who worked in Travel agencies only pay 10 percent of the airfare and accomadation :O And if they work tehre for two years , they get themselves for free , but oh that ‘s not all. If you work there for three years , you get yourself and your family free airfares and accomadation =O =O I WAS LIKE ZOMGS ZOMGS ZOMGS. But of course , your wage isn’t as high and there ‘s a certain period of tiem you can gain these advantages like once a month let ‘s just say.
We had sport and I was feeling down. Thank God , my lovely older sister came to the rescue ! We had a very serious and meaningful conversation. I was filled with tears and I tried not to cry , because she was crying too D: Thank you so much Ms . Priyam Mani ! <3
After school , Elyssa , Carol & I headed to Blacktown aka : btown or tbtown. We went to look for Jude ‘s present and Elyssa & I halfed the cost :) We also looked for clothes and stuff. I saw one of my friends which I haven’t seen in ages , Christian :) We catched up a bit and hugged because we haven’t seen each other in like YONKS. Nice seeing ya Christian !
Thank God its Friday tomorrow , I can’t wait till Jude ‘s sleepover :D :D JEMC reuinion here we come !
well I’m so tired but this chocolate & vanilla ice cream is making me feel better :)
till next blog
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We had sport and I was feeling down. Thank God , my lovely older sister came to the rescue ! We had a very serious and meaningful conversation. I was filled with tears and I tried not to cry , because she was crying too D: Thank you so much Ms . Priyam Mani ! <3
After school , Elyssa , Carol & I headed to Blacktown aka : btown or tbtown. We went to look for Jude ‘s present and Elyssa & I halfed the cost :) We also looked for clothes and stuff. I saw one of my friends which I haven’t seen in ages , Christian :) We catched up a bit and hugged because we haven’t seen each other in like YONKS. Nice seeing ya Christian !
Thank God its Friday tomorrow , I can’t wait till Jude ‘s sleepover :D :D JEMC reuinion here we come !
well I’m so tired but this chocolate & vanilla ice cream is making me feel better :)
till next blog
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Friday, September 18, 2009
oh i love long weekends.
Not just those public holiday long weekends , but those bludge long weekends when you feel the need to take Friday or Monday off ;) I decided to chill today on Friday because I think I deserve a break seriously. I planned to study for the SAT today but that didn't work out because I watched Gossip Girl Season 1 & catching up on what I've missed (I am so late) LOL. Too much scandals for an episode let me tell you now LOL. I'll just study for my SAT tonight and pull off a lovely all nighter and do my assignments =.=
Nothing much to say really , I bought Hungry Jacks stunner deal just because of the MnM storm , yes I am sad ==. I feel so unachieved at the moment LOL. I didn't even study at all ! Man , I really wanna get to a good uni but oh come on D: This is too much pressure for a fifteen year old.
well I guess that 's it really , I'll be going to Cabramatta to eat at this Vietnamese resturant tonight , should be good? :)
till next blog
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Nothing much to say really , I bought Hungry Jacks stunner deal just because of the MnM storm , yes I am sad ==. I feel so unachieved at the moment LOL. I didn't even study at all ! Man , I really wanna get to a good uni but oh come on D: This is too much pressure for a fifteen year old.
well I guess that 's it really , I'll be going to Cabramatta to eat at this Vietnamese resturant tonight , should be good? :)
till next blog
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Thursday, September 17, 2009
stop controlling me.
I’m sick and tired of you trying to put me down.
I can’t believe how you think your doing what ‘s best for me , but really only I know what ‘s best for me.
Your trying to develop my life into yours , but I don’t want a life like yours.
I simply want my own.
One day , I hope you understand what your doing to me.
Every cruel word , every hit , every scream just shatters my heart.
But oh don’t worry , I’ve learnt to pick up the pieces and put myself together.
Thanks to you , I’m stronger than I was before.
At times , I feel like I’m unstoppable.
I have my dreams & ambitions.
I know what I want now.
I am no longer confused about life.
I know the reason why I was born into this world.
One day, I will show you all what I can do and my potential.
Keep your eyes peeled , this is only the beginning.
- Maribelle Grace. ¶ 6:53 PM 0 Comments
I can’t believe how you think your doing what ‘s best for me , but really only I know what ‘s best for me.
Your trying to develop my life into yours , but I don’t want a life like yours.
I simply want my own.
One day , I hope you understand what your doing to me.
Every cruel word , every hit , every scream just shatters my heart.
But oh don’t worry , I’ve learnt to pick up the pieces and put myself together.
Thanks to you , I’m stronger than I was before.
At times , I feel like I’m unstoppable.
I have my dreams & ambitions.
I know what I want now.
I am no longer confused about life.
I know the reason why I was born into this world.
One day, I will show you all what I can do and my potential.
Keep your eyes peeled , this is only the beginning.
- Maribelle Grace. ¶ 6:53 PM 0 Comments
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
you know how i do.
Last night , I thought today would be shit and fucked up. But it turned to be the total opposite :) My day was actually great :D I thank the Lord for making my day great :) I had double History first up and we watched this movie called " Paradise Now" which was about Israelis & Palestinans. Next , I had double English and we had the chance to do our assignment :) I did half of my assignment YIHEEE ! :D After that , I had Religion & I borrowed two books :D <3 I'm gonna start reading them tonight :) I had laptops for HSIE which was bludge. Oh life is beautiful <3
Okay , don't think I'm insane but I've never watched an episode of Gossip Girl. I'm currently watching my first episode. Hm , seems to be okay but meh i don't know , I need to watch more episodes.
well sorry for the short blog , will write soon
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Okay , don't think I'm insane but I've never watched an episode of Gossip Girl. I'm currently watching my first episode. Hm , seems to be okay but meh i don't know , I need to watch more episodes.
well sorry for the short blog , will write soon
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Tuesday, September 15, 2009
Taylor Swift Vs. Kanye West?
Before I get into my day and stuff , I would just like to expres my opinion about this whole Kanye West and Taylor Swift situation. If you don't know the whole story or still don't get it , watch the scene here and you be the judge : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LJHTE1yr7go
When I first watched it , I thought it would have been a stunt. It seemed to be because of the timing on how Kanye came in but yet again when I saw Taylor Swift 's face , it looked so sincere and shattered , so yeah. Kanye 's beats are groovy but come on Kanye , too far seriously. He didn't have to go to that extent to " keeping it real ". I'm not a fan of country music but Taylor Swift 's songs are okay so I have nothing against her. That 's just another glimpse into the life of scandals in the life of celebs?
My day was boring but okay. I went to my HSIE excursion at The Rocks. It was boring listening to the guides but I loved walking through the city especially with the cloudy skies. I also took some photography which was good :) My feet are aching from walking but hey walking through the city? That 's worth the sore feet =D Nothing much happened really , ate McDonalds for lunch with Carol. We got seperated from Elyssa , Cristina , Nikita & the others so yeah D:
I'm freaking out for tomorrow because we have to present out Elective History movie D: D: Its a double lesson so I'm definately sure we will be presenting FUCK. I seriously can't be bothered starting English & Religion at the moment seriously ==
well I'm off for now , till next blog !
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When I first watched it , I thought it would have been a stunt. It seemed to be because of the timing on how Kanye came in but yet again when I saw Taylor Swift 's face , it looked so sincere and shattered , so yeah. Kanye 's beats are groovy but come on Kanye , too far seriously. He didn't have to go to that extent to " keeping it real ". I'm not a fan of country music but Taylor Swift 's songs are okay so I have nothing against her. That 's just another glimpse into the life of scandals in the life of celebs?
My day was boring but okay. I went to my HSIE excursion at The Rocks. It was boring listening to the guides but I loved walking through the city especially with the cloudy skies. I also took some photography which was good :) My feet are aching from walking but hey walking through the city? That 's worth the sore feet =D Nothing much happened really , ate McDonalds for lunch with Carol. We got seperated from Elyssa , Cristina , Nikita & the others so yeah D:
I'm freaking out for tomorrow because we have to present out Elective History movie D: D: Its a double lesson so I'm definately sure we will be presenting FUCK. I seriously can't be bothered starting English & Religion at the moment seriously ==
well I'm off for now , till next blog !
x ¶ 4:48 PM 0 Comments
Taylor Swift Vs. Kanye West?
Before I get into my day and stuff , I would just like to expres my opinion about this whole Kanye West and Taylor Swift situation. If you don't know the whole story or still don't get it , watch the scene here and you be the judge : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LJHTE1yr7go
When I first watched it , I thought it would have been a stunt. It seemed to be because of the timing on how Kanye came in but yet again when I saw Taylor Swift 's face , it looked so sincere and shattered , so yeah. Kanye 's beats are groovy but come on Kanye , too far seriously. He didn't have to go to that extent to " keeping it real ". I'm not a fan of country music but Taylor Swift 's songs are okay so I have nothing against her. That 's just another glimpse into the life of scandals in the life of celebs?
My day was boring but okay. I went to my HSIE excursion at The Rocks. It was boring listening to the guides but I loved walking through the city especially with the cloudy skies. I also took some photography which was good :) My feet are aching from walking but hey walking through the city? That 's worth the sore feet =D Nothing much happened really , ate McDonalds for lunch with Carol. We got seperated from Elyssa , Cristina , Nikita & the others so yeah D:
I'm freaking out for tomorrow because we have to present out Elective History movie D: D: Its a double lesson so I'm definately sure we will be presenting FUCK. I seriously can't be bothered starting English & Religion at the moment seriously ==
well I'm off for now , till next blog !
x ¶ 4:48 PM 0 Comments
When I first watched it , I thought it would have been a stunt. It seemed to be because of the timing on how Kanye came in but yet again when I saw Taylor Swift 's face , it looked so sincere and shattered , so yeah. Kanye 's beats are groovy but come on Kanye , too far seriously. He didn't have to go to that extent to " keeping it real ". I'm not a fan of country music but Taylor Swift 's songs are okay so I have nothing against her. That 's just another glimpse into the life of scandals in the life of celebs?
My day was boring but okay. I went to my HSIE excursion at The Rocks. It was boring listening to the guides but I loved walking through the city especially with the cloudy skies. I also took some photography which was good :) My feet are aching from walking but hey walking through the city? That 's worth the sore feet =D Nothing much happened really , ate McDonalds for lunch with Carol. We got seperated from Elyssa , Cristina , Nikita & the others so yeah D:
I'm freaking out for tomorrow because we have to present out Elective History movie D: D: Its a double lesson so I'm definately sure we will be presenting FUCK. I seriously can't be bothered starting English & Religion at the moment seriously ==
well I'm off for now , till next blog !
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Monday, September 14, 2009
release of stress.
Some people will never understand.
They claim that they've been through that shit but they know nothing.
Tears won't help me but your true compassion will.
Its like those never ending flashbacks that are on constant replay when your sitting down alone staring at the ceiling.
One day , yes one day , we will open our eyes and see clearly than you have ever imagined.
- Maribelle Grace. ¶ 4:31 PM 0 Comments
They claim that they've been through that shit but they know nothing.
Tears won't help me but your true compassion will.
Its like those never ending flashbacks that are on constant replay when your sitting down alone staring at the ceiling.
One day , yes one day , we will open our eyes and see clearly than you have ever imagined.
- Maribelle Grace. ¶ 4:31 PM 0 Comments
Sunday, September 13, 2009
confessions of a broken heart.
I'll admit it , I was wrong.
I should have been there when you needed me.
I should have been your number one.
I should have been your angel.
I should have been your inspiration.
I should have rang back to your missed calls.
I should have visited you when you were sick.
I should have told you the truth.
But no , because I am a coward.
I didn't want to face reality.
I didn't want you to hear what I had to say.
Because I didn't want you to get hurt by my frank and cruel words.
I was wrong and I'm sorry.
If I could take it all back I would.
If I had the power to take all your worries away I would.
I am only human , but to you I'm superhuman.
But I'm not sure about that anymore.
Erased. Vanished. Gone.
I'm sorry & I regret what I've done.
Forgive me for I am only a human with a broken heart.
- Maribelle Grace ¶ 10:24 AM 0 Comments
I should have been there when you needed me.
I should have been your number one.
I should have been your angel.
I should have been your inspiration.
I should have rang back to your missed calls.
I should have visited you when you were sick.
I should have told you the truth.
But no , because I am a coward.
I didn't want to face reality.
I didn't want you to hear what I had to say.
Because I didn't want you to get hurt by my frank and cruel words.
I was wrong and I'm sorry.
If I could take it all back I would.
If I had the power to take all your worries away I would.
I am only human , but to you I'm superhuman.
But I'm not sure about that anymore.
Erased. Vanished. Gone.
I'm sorry & I regret what I've done.
Forgive me for I am only a human with a broken heart.
- Maribelle Grace ¶ 10:24 AM 0 Comments
assignments suck hard.
My weekend was full of stress ; well not entirely. I was stuck pretty much doing my Elective History & Science. Yesterday , Carol came over my place and we worked on our Elective History since its a group assignment. We just chilled half of the time trying to make videos to post LOL. I’m going over her place today which is greaaat ! LOL. I finished the script for Elective History yesterday and all we have to do is record our voics and put in the video that Rebeka did ! :D Damn , we are sure amazing. I was meant to go to her place at 11 but Carol slept in so I’m going at 12 now lol.
My computer speakers broke on Friday which was the worst. No music to listen to while I was on the internet which I felt was useless because music is love ! Thanks to my mother that got speakers from her work ! ( filo ways lol ) My mother can be alright at times I GUESS. I need to go on a huge shopping spree and buy like heaps of clothes and accessories ! I’ll probably do that after my SAT exams and assignments. Then you have School Certificate ; but I’m not worrying about it too much because people in the higher grades say its a breezee.
I feel guilty extremely guilty becaue I post everything here now & I just copy and paste this to my blogspot D: I’M SORRRRRRY BLOGSPOT FORGIVE ME LOL.
I feel like changing my tumblr layout but meh I seriously don’t know.
well I’m out & I just wanna thank the people that are following my blogs ! <3
till next blog
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My computer speakers broke on Friday which was the worst. No music to listen to while I was on the internet which I felt was useless because music is love ! Thanks to my mother that got speakers from her work ! ( filo ways lol ) My mother can be alright at times I GUESS. I need to go on a huge shopping spree and buy like heaps of clothes and accessories ! I’ll probably do that after my SAT exams and assignments. Then you have School Certificate ; but I’m not worrying about it too much because people in the higher grades say its a breezee.
I feel guilty extremely guilty becaue I post everything here now & I just copy and paste this to my blogspot D: I’M SORRRRRRY BLOGSPOT FORGIVE ME LOL.
I feel like changing my tumblr layout but meh I seriously don’t know.
well I’m out & I just wanna thank the people that are following my blogs ! <3
till next blog
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Wednesday, September 9, 2009
don't surrender.
Woah , its Wednesday already ! Time can sure go realyl fast seriously. Term 3 is coming to an end then I have School Certificate & end of high school for me. I will always remember my high school life. It had its highs & lows but hey I’ll be honest with you , high school has made a huge contribution on who I am today. I try not to get sad about leaving Australia but I have to admit , it is hard and I know that.
On Monday , I had to give in my Maths assignment which I think was okay overall. On Tueday , I didn’t go to school which meant I didn’t go to the PDHPE excursion because I had this formal lunch thing at the city. It was alright , I was very full since it was a buffet lunch. It was really boring though because I couldn’t get into the discussion really.
Now today. Well , we had the ceremony for the school leaders of 2010. I missed out on Maths which I’m really happy about :D Today went really quick though for some reason. I still have to finish Science & Elective History assignment ! D: I recieved the English assignment today. Oh goodness gracious , any more assignments please? == *
I finally got my SAT reviewer last night ! It was waiting in the Post Office for like a month OMG D: I have like a month to study & my parents are like forcing me to study hardout. I’ll just do my best & study and see how I go. I’m trying not to put pressure on myself but its my parents that seem to love to put pressure on me in stressful situations like this.
I’m currently eating choc chip ice cream & I’m starting to feel very stressed for some odd reason. I want the term to finish already ! Too many assignments & shit so yeah — *
well I’m off to continue Science assignment !
till next blog
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On Monday , I had to give in my Maths assignment which I think was okay overall. On Tueday , I didn’t go to school which meant I didn’t go to the PDHPE excursion because I had this formal lunch thing at the city. It was alright , I was very full since it was a buffet lunch. It was really boring though because I couldn’t get into the discussion really.
Now today. Well , we had the ceremony for the school leaders of 2010. I missed out on Maths which I’m really happy about :D Today went really quick though for some reason. I still have to finish Science & Elective History assignment ! D: I recieved the English assignment today. Oh goodness gracious , any more assignments please? == *
I finally got my SAT reviewer last night ! It was waiting in the Post Office for like a month OMG D: I have like a month to study & my parents are like forcing me to study hardout. I’ll just do my best & study and see how I go. I’m trying not to put pressure on myself but its my parents that seem to love to put pressure on me in stressful situations like this.
I’m currently eating choc chip ice cream & I’m starting to feel very stressed for some odd reason. I want the term to finish already ! Too many assignments & shit so yeah — *
well I’m off to continue Science assignment !
till next blog
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Friday, September 4, 2009
hiya there its the weekend but it sure don't feel like it.
I’m so glad today is over ! I seriously thought it was going to be the crappiest day but I guess it wasn’t so bad after all. I had laptops for like most of the day (Y) I got to use them in Religion , Double Science , & Commerce . 4/6 periods LMFAO :L I went on Facebook & Twitter that ‘s all really lol. Fuck , I gotta do the following this weekend like grrr.
- Finalise Maths assi
- Finish Commerce Essay
- Start Science assi.
- Get a move along with Elective History.
As you see , I’m a busy lady yes? LOL . This is the reason why I can’t be fucked or bothered getting in a relationship. People say I’m too independent & opiniated for a guy. I guess I don’t want to be in a relationship in this time of my life. I’ve got better things to do than cry over a broken and rejected heart. ( Sorry , I sounded so up myself then but its a true in a way) I got home & thought I lost my bus pass but it realised it was in my blazer pocket — * Yes , I know the photo is hot yes? ;) HAHAHAH. Gossip.Gossip.Gossip. Admit it , come on we’ve all had a gossip sesh yes? Who hasn’t seriously -.- Oh the high school phase. Is it really just a phase?
Oh , its a lovely Friday night :)
till next blog ! ¶ 7:51 PM 0 Comments
- Finalise Maths assi
- Finish Commerce Essay
- Start Science assi.
- Get a move along with Elective History.
As you see , I’m a busy lady yes? LOL . This is the reason why I can’t be fucked or bothered getting in a relationship. People say I’m too independent & opiniated for a guy. I guess I don’t want to be in a relationship in this time of my life. I’ve got better things to do than cry over a broken and rejected heart. ( Sorry , I sounded so up myself then but its a true in a way) I got home & thought I lost my bus pass but it realised it was in my blazer pocket — * Yes , I know the photo is hot yes? ;) HAHAHAH. Gossip.Gossip.Gossip. Admit it , come on we’ve all had a gossip sesh yes? Who hasn’t seriously -.- Oh the high school phase. Is it really just a phase?
Oh , its a lovely Friday night :)
till next blog ! ¶ 7:51 PM 0 Comments
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
open your eyes to reality darl.
Today is the first day of spring & it went very fast (: I believe Spring is the season of new beginnings. Aw , I remember its been a year now since my first ever actual no joke crush ! Not in love , but yet again not those funny crushes. Elyssa & I moved on from our crush phase around the same time ! (H) It comes to show what us ladies can do aye? The day went like ZOOOOOOOOOOM. Our school year had a year meeting just talking about safety precautions & our end of year celebrations. Its such a dissapointment now being able to have a proper formal ! D: We even have to have some lame dinner with our parents in our school uniform. YOU READ RIGHT : SCHOOL UNIFORM. That ‘s my local high school for ya bloggers.
Tomorrow is my Elective History excursion WOOOOOOO ! We’re going to the city which is good :) I’m also starting to organise and finalise details for my farewell ! D: NGAWW I’m gonna miss those kids that make my life beautiful !
well I’m off for now
till next blog
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Tomorrow is my Elective History excursion WOOOOOOO ! We’re going to the city which is good :) I’m also starting to organise and finalise details for my farewell ! D: NGAWW I’m gonna miss those kids that make my life beautiful !
well I’m off for now
till next blog
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