okay can today can get anymore worse? Well , I don't feel THAT pissed or angry anymore although I still am. Well , let's just say that I found something out about the lad that I think is hot or the one that I'm crushing. The reason that I'm not revealing too much because of one word : CONNECTIONS. Next thing you know it,he's reading this. So let 's just say that I found out through my skills ( LMAO ) about he was really close with his ex and ugh I just feel weird liking a dude that's been such in a close relationship. So , I guess it means that I should lay off ? Or should I keep to continue liking him?

Ohh , can this night can get anymore depressing? Oh well , I'll get over it. All I need is a good night's rest then I'll probably get over it. If not : I have an agenda (Y)

- Watch Filo Love Movies And Eat Ice Cream (:
- Chill to Music :D
- Call Carol or Jude to express my feelings
- Talk to people on MSN
- Update my my blogger ; myspace ; bebo look LOL ( Note : If I'm bothered )

And yeah that 's probably gonna keep me busy :L But I should cheer up aye because its my birthday soon LOL.

wells I'm gonna go and cheer myself up & might go to bed early

till next blog & good night.
xo  ¶ 8:38 PM