Thursday, May 7, 2009
my family is fucked up.
The tittle is true ; my family is screwed. Fuck , this people are meant to be those people that will always be there for you no matter what but instead they backstab you. I can't stand them seriously. My mom , omg she could kill me. She loves wrecking & making my day bad. She thinks she's doing the right thing but she's not. I thought my dad would try to protect me but he just ended up like my mother. And my sister? What can she do? This morning , my mum said not to call her mother anymore , so I call her by her first name now. Oh and its Mother's Day on Sunday LOL. I won't be giving anything for my mother , she doesn't seem to be like a mother to me. One day , if I do end up having a family , I wouldn't want my family to be like this. When I finish school or when I'm eighteen , I'm moving out. I can't stand them for the rest of my life. Last night , I actually wished that my family would die and your probably like WTF : But that's how bad it is I guess.
Its my dad 's birthday on Monday but we're celebrating it during the weekend but I'm probably not welcome anyway psh. They can go party and celebrate for all I care . My dad 's getting older & older yeh and he doesn't even have time for his kids. I was a Daddy's girl and I thought I still was but guess not now. My dad would spoil me heaps and watch out for me when mum get's mad at me but now he joins in and it makes me feel terrible. My little sister is a photocopy of my mother , personality & looks. She could go off as my 2nd mother , even ask my friends.
but I'm fucking tired of this really ; I'm not gonna waste my time talking about them.
Anyway school was okay , way better than home. I was with friends (Y) For sport , we were meant to do fitness but the bus left us for some weird reason so we had to stay at school . Carol , Elyssa and I played UNO and we decided who won a game of 3 would get 1 dollar from each person ( so basically 2 dollars ) I think it was Carol who won the first & Elyssa won the second ( or the other way around ) I ended up winning the third game so we had to play two more games. Elyssa & Carol kept on drawing + 4 cards which left me drawing four cards == HAHA.
We like to play hardcore UNO. In the end , Elyssa won and Carol & I have to pay her a dollar each LOL. Maths wasn't that bad today. I actually got the work and I felt a bit better. The lesson went quicker than usual so that was good.
well I'm tired so I'll get some rest
till next blog
xo ¶ 5:47 PM
Its my dad 's birthday on Monday but we're celebrating it during the weekend but I'm probably not welcome anyway psh. They can go party and celebrate for all I care . My dad 's getting older & older yeh and he doesn't even have time for his kids. I was a Daddy's girl and I thought I still was but guess not now. My dad would spoil me heaps and watch out for me when mum get's mad at me but now he joins in and it makes me feel terrible. My little sister is a photocopy of my mother , personality & looks. She could go off as my 2nd mother , even ask my friends.
but I'm fucking tired of this really ; I'm not gonna waste my time talking about them.
Anyway school was okay , way better than home. I was with friends (Y) For sport , we were meant to do fitness but the bus left us for some weird reason so we had to stay at school . Carol , Elyssa and I played UNO and we decided who won a game of 3 would get 1 dollar from each person ( so basically 2 dollars ) I think it was Carol who won the first & Elyssa won the second ( or the other way around ) I ended up winning the third game so we had to play two more games. Elyssa & Carol kept on drawing + 4 cards which left me drawing four cards == HAHA.
We like to play hardcore UNO. In the end , Elyssa won and Carol & I have to pay her a dollar each LOL. Maths wasn't that bad today. I actually got the work and I felt a bit better. The lesson went quicker than usual so that was good.
well I'm tired so I'll get some rest
till next blog
xo ¶ 5:47 PM
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