life is beautiful ♥
short sighted girl.
Today I got my eyes checked at OPSM. Thank GOD FINALLY :D <3 I went with my mother and the optometrist checked my eyes. First , I had to look through these lenses and he asked me to stare at the farm through the lenses. My eyes were getting very watery D: After that , I went into this room and he examined my eyes. I found out that my left eye is worse than my right eye :| I alsof ound out that I had something very different with my eye , I can't remember exactly what it is though but he said my iris or some eye part was tilted :| He said there was nothing wrong with it , he just said it was very interesting. I seriously thought my eyes were retarted =.=
Afterwards , he told me to read these letters through these lenses. The first few times I couldn't see a single letter :| He kept on changing lenses to ask which ones I could see better. I kept on saying " the first one " , " one " , " two" LOL. In the end , he said I was short sighted and he told me the lenses I needed. He also told me that its recommended if I wear them for the whole day. I don't think I'll be doing that but yet again , I'm scared I might lose them and my mother will definetely not get another pair ! LOL . So , I don't know , I might wear them all day , might not LOL. My mother was being embarrasing by saying if the too much computer exposure & reading in the dark was the cause of it. The optometrist said there's no evidence to prove this. My mother got owned x 2 today because
1.) I proved to her I really needed glasses
2) She got owned when she found out her theories about the computer and reading in the dark were wrong (H)
I got to choose my frames afterwards :D I stuck to plain black because it suits anything I wear. I was lookign through frames and the lady was giving my helpful advice on which one would look the best. After trying out different frames , I ended up choosing these wide black frames. Simple but classy (: <3 My glasses should be ready to be picked up in a week or a week and a half. :D
well I didn't do much , Church then that.
I'm off bloggers (:
till next blog
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Scholastic Apitutude Test (aka : SAT)
I woke up at 4am this morning. I woke up instantly not because I was excited. It was because I was too nervous to stay in bed so I jumped out. I went straight to the shower and I probably spent 30 minutes in there because I was too freaked to come out and take breakfast. I did take breakfast & my mother being the health freak she was maderice mixed with vegetables and tuna :| I had camomile tea with it which was okay though since I like tea :) After that , I got ready and my mother was bugging me if I had everything and she checked like a gazillion times. When my dad & I were leaving , I checked my blue bag before I closed the elevator and my blue envelope which had my admission ticket and important stuff for the exam wasn’t in there. I called my mother saying where was my blue envelope. It was on the table and I was like ” I guess this is what happens when you keep on checking”
My dad & I walked to our local train station. It was freezing but I LOVED IT ! My dad was shivering and you could hear his teeth clatter but I seriously felt like dancing through the winter morning breeze. Hey , I’m not insane okay? LOL.
We went on the train to Strathfield and I fell asleep on the train. We had to take another train to Epping I think it was then. After that train , we got the train to Macquarie University.
When we got there , there was a Filpino mother and her son. I knew the boy looked familiar and when I looked closely it was Agnes’s mum and brother ! Agnes is an old friend from primary & we used to hang out in Year 8. Things happen though but don’t worry everything ‘s all good :) I had the guts to ask her if she was Agnes ‘s mother , I was worried that maybe I was just thinking like a total loser and having hallucattions but my eyes weren’t playing up on me this time. My dad & her mum chatted for a bit.
My dad & I got to Mac Uni and I was waiting with a boy and girl who were probably in year 11 or 12. I talked to the girl & her name was Yuki. ( She ‘s japanese yes )
We were talking about how nervous we were and trying to calm ourselves down. Her friend came along and I decided to just think about this SAT in my head. Young adults flooded the corridors of the block. There was way more people that I expected. There were approximately 54 students that took the exam today. I also made another friend named Haida or something like that (sorrry I forgot your name again D: ) She was Chinese and she was so pretty ! She was very tall and thin. I wish I could look like her LOLOLOL.
It took forever for us to start. We started around 8 : 50. Filling out the details were already stressing. I was so behind seriously ! I was too busy being paranoid about the colouring in the circles dark enough & writing neatly. I can’t really say much about the exam because its confidential ;)
Overall , the exam was okay & I guess it wasn’t as hard as I thought it would be. I’m glad to get the SAT exam over and done with ! I can finally live life normally again WOOHOOOO !
Getting home took forever though. Train got delayed and it took 2 hours to get back home argh -.- I’m just glad I’m home again and I feel so tired I swear !
well sorry I can’t write much , I am so tired !
till next blog
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The reasons we cry. (back on blogger)
There are many reasons we cry.
We cry because we’re sad and alone.
We cry because we’re happy and thankful.
We cry because we’re relieved and glad its all over.
We cry because we’re hurt and the the pressure gets to us.
We cry because we’re angry and furious that the tears that drop are warm.
We cry because we’re worried and troubled that we don’t know what to expect.
We cry because we’re confused and lost , it feels like like we’ve lost direction.
Crying helps a lot. It releases the stress and emotion. Crying is perfectly fine. Crying is not for the weak. Crying is a brave act as you are not afraid to express and release your emotion. Holding your feelings and emotions in makes you weak. Don’t be afraid to face your emotions. What you feel is what you feel. Hang in there , our tears turn into jewels. These jewels then form into something we can use and treasure for the rest of our lives.
So don’t be afraid to cry , let it all out.I am back on blogger :D I can finally log in , I am so happy (:
Note: Marcus , I can now continue writing my blogs :D
I haven't been to much really , my SAT (university) exam is on Saturday and I'm very certain that I will have a panic attack on the day. Oh well , I'm ready to take it on ! The year is ending , time passes so quickly. You don't realise it until when time hits you.
well I'm off for now , follow me also on tumblr ! (:
till next blog
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